I can't recall the last time I ended up failing those who mattered so much to me, but when it happened in a crucial time in my life, I can honestly say I became lost for the first time. I was at my lowest. Sure I tried to brush it off and act like I was okay, but ultimately my body didn't correspond to my "false" mindset. It was as if my mind and body were fighting within the confides of my soul slowly tearing what was left of me. Thankfully, I'm blessed to have so many people in my life supporting me, the same ones who I felt I had disappointed. I'd be lying if I said I got over it after few days, weeks.. heck, I feel like I've just started to turn back to my old self! I'll get there though, it's nothing but up from here on out.
"Try again. Fail again. Fail better." — Samuel Beckett
